The dam broke

Okay. Many would say that things couldn't get any worse. And I'd say sure it can, b/c bad shit just keeps happening to me. I can't find a job. I nearly broke my foot. I am trying to graduate on time and keep my mind intact. My roof started leaking yesterday when it rained (its only three years old). And my boss and I got in a spat. And today my water heater broke. Not the hose. The whole fucking shabang is goddamn broken. And that's not the only thing that is broke. WE ARE BROKE. I have no money to spend to fix these problems. I have no more optimism to spout. I have no idea if i can mutter the words 'it won't always be this way'. I have muttered the words 'things are never going to get better'. I'm tired of trying, I'm tired of doing and never getting anywhere I'M JUST SO TIRED. I can't fight anymore. There is no fight left in me. I give up. If this is some sort of test for my spirit then I'm ready to fail. I give up. I'm the one who is broken now.